{"id":262,"date":"2012-12-26T14:13:40","date_gmt":"2012-12-26T19:13:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/journal\/?p=262"},"modified":"2012-12-26T14:13:40","modified_gmt":"2012-12-26T19:13:40","slug":"the-absence-of-sound","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/?p=262","title":{"rendered":"The Absence of Sound"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I woke up this morning, I couldn&#8217;t hear. It is the strangest sensation.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve been battling an ear infection for the past week. Excruciating pain at first, enough to force me to the doctor for pain meds and antibiotics when it didn&#8217;t clear up on its own after a couple of days. By yesterday, though, I was down to minor sniffles and not being able to hear out of my right ear. I still missed the Christmas dinner we had planned with friends, but I was hopeful that today I&#8217;d wake up and feel back to normal.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, I awoke to a world of muffled silence, unable to hear out of my left ear, either.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s like watching a movie before the foley artists get ahold of it. All those subtle, quiet, ever-present sounds of our world &#8212; footsteps on carpet or in stockinged feet, the hum of the refrigerator across the room, rain hitting the sidewalk outside &#8212; are absent. Louder things, like dropping a book on the floor or the cat yowling for food, seem like they&#8217;re coming from far away.<\/p>\n<p>I find myself fascinated, imagining this is what it&#8217;s like to be deaf, making mental notes in case I ever write a character who is.<\/p>\n<p>And yet, at the same time, I know it&#8217;s not. This is different. I can hear some things, muffled though they are. So it&#8217;s like the world has gone silent, not me. Like I&#8217;ve woken to a world that&#8217;s forgotten to make sound.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s the most fascinating sensation.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I woke up this morning, I couldn&#8217;t hear. It is the strangest sensation. I&#8217;ve been battling an ear infection for the past week. Excruciating pain at first, enough to force me to the doctor for pain meds and antibiotics when it didn&#8217;t clear up on its own after a&#8230; <a class=\"continue-reading-link\" href=\"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/?p=262\"> Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr; <\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[3,7],"tags":[288,286,289,287,290],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4udeu-4e","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/262"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=262"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/262\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=262"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=262"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/andinewton.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=262"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}